I put up with it for long enough to get the help I needed, but I can’t stand it either. At least there were enough supportive people with actual advice kicking around. I can’t attest to every community, but if you want it bad enough, it’s probably worth the price of admission for the few months it takes to break the habit.

I got three years a couple months ago, and I’m not sure I would have made it without the support, but I also regret that the program teaches that you don’t have the power to do it without god, just a fun reminder of how these people prey on the vulnerable.

I’m sorry about your friend, I know my life could have ended the same way pretty easily the way I was going.