Well it’s a relative thing. And as twisted as it is, it’s probably theirs. Which beats the heck out of the alternative and requires a certain minimal self-awareness.

On a totally different note, I’m an artist too.

Have you ever gotten into an art project so deeply that afterwards you’re disgusted with yourself?. At your twistedness and obsessiveness.

And after that did you maybe want to stop doing art? To just give up that mode of existence.