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it’s so annoying that i’m totally aware but still unable to trick myself into starting

which part of that makes you think of having a stroke?

i write millions of notes for everything.

to that i add a similar amount of reminders.

not just for learning etc.

also for things like the first todos of the next day: shower, prepare food, pack this, …

for remembering for short-medium timeranges very simple notes suffice.

i know lots of stuff. i just can’t access it without a trigger.

Luke Skywanker

I accidentally watched a few Asmongold videos since the TrumpStein thing hit.

He seems to have a huuuuge youtube following.

Today he released a video regarding this incident, all somber and rational for like 10 minutes about how both sides have to cool down their rhetoric etc. And then out of nowhere be goes all in on how dangerous and crazy the people on the left are and how it’s all their fault - for the next 7 mins.

Dude, did you forget what you yourself just said in this very same video?!

44000 comments at that point. 95% rightwing madness.

I knew something isn’t right with this guy and his followers but that was kinda shocking.

why the fuck am i awake?!

Master of the Five Magics by Lyndon Hardy.

Because i wanted to know what Megadeth and Rothfuss based their stuff on.

they make apple slices taste weird though 🍏🥴

reaper.fm

there must be a way to “boot” those on “power on” 🤔

i hate that about my air-purifier. i wish it had an old-school manual switch and not those fucking modern touch buttons.

I think it’s the polite thing to do.

If you can only hear half of a conversation your brain uses more energy to fill in the rest.

That’s why i have all my teams-calls etc. on speaker so the people i’m sharing an office with don’t need to guess.

RSD?

Rejection sensitivity dysphoria?

Pretty sure, yes.

I’m over 40 and i’ve had this and many other symptoms my entire life.

No official diagnose though; but this 160 questions-test for example says i’m pretty high up there: https://www.adxs.org/en

I’m also the daydream and fall asleep type ☺️

i have approximate knowledge of many things; accessing it without the right trigger may take a while though.

i know i know something but i have accepted that my brain will often only grant me access days later in a completely unrelated situation 🤷🏼‍♂️