Even before my undying love for my children and the endless sacrifices I’m willing to commit to for them: purely for egoistic reasons I would take that bullet, because living with the pain of losing a child would keep me alive while suffering like nobody should ever suffer while being needed alive for your other children.
Get professional help my dude. Not the coding kind, but there psychological kind. Please
Do banana plant milk shakes they help with calories and energy
Sounds about right. They know climate change is coming and Greenland will be prime real estate in a few decades.
As someone who recently had to restrict to less processed foods and no meat and dairy: comes automatically for a time as your body needs time to adjust to the humongous volume of good you need to hit the same calorie limits. Less dense and less energy rich and takes longer to process results in some weird always hungry and always eating behavior for a few weeks and some humongous toilet plugging logs xD
Normalizes after a few weeks.
You just need some bees for pollination. Having multiples is a good idea for diversification of risc anyways. Apple trees usually need a couple of years to bear fruit though, so plan ahead.
Your specific tree might not be healthy or might just be too young. :)
If you stock up on food buy things that Will increase in bartering value and that hold value. Like jerkey. Also long shelf life items like beans and rice. Plant an Apple tree, get some chickens, learn to plant,harvest and store potatoes etc
He is demented, very far gone. His handlers enjoy that the peoples focus is somewhere else while they rig the system to collect the next 100 billion dollars.
Debian admin here. Even Debian gets regular kernel upgrades that like a reboot afterwards. Security updates are more important than uptime. Also regular testing for clean recovery after a reboot is a must so a power outrage doesn’t bring any new surprises with it. Also test your backup restores regularly.
If your well has conductive tubing, measure the capacity. It changes with rising and falling water levels.