Like – Just for an example – I want to play every video game, so I end up not playing none and instead just fucking around online with stuff that doesn’t require initiative. The only override I’ve found is involving other people, I always make time for an RPG session with my friends or for hanging out and such. But I have trouble starting stuff for myself.
What do?
I just have many hobbies that I cycle through continually. I might start a project in one hobby and end up not touching it and finishing it for six or nine months because I’m doing other hobbies.