Yeah I’m just getting back to the point where it seems like a good idea to start making doctor/dentist appointments again, but after neglecting my health (physical,mental,dental) for like 15 years it makes it extra hard to take those first steps. A part of me was hoping I wouldn’t live long enough for it to matter, but now I just know that I need to take steps to minimize my suffering in the future or things will just keep getting worse.